I wish I was born heartless, baby

I wish I was born heartless, that way I won’t notice your presence that first time at all.
I wish I was born heartless, that way when I feel your presence I won’t skip my heart beat for a while.
I wish I was born heartless, that way I won’t talk to you.
I wish I was born heartless, that way when I talk to you I won’t realize your wonderful dreamy eyes with its thick eyelashes.
I wish I was born heartless, that way I won’t melt after I find your soul from your eyes.
I wish I was born heartless, that way when I hear you talk I won’t fall for your words.
I wish I was born heartless, that way your words won’t feel like musics in my ears.
I wish I was born heartless, that way I won’t realize your heat radiating from your body.
I wish I was born heartless, that way your body won’t attract me towards you like a magnet.
I wish I was born heartless, that way when you first touch me I won’t feel electricity stings me hard.
I wish I was born heartless, that way I won’t feel like I need you now.
I wish I was born heartless, that way I won’t craving even though it's just for your simple touch.
I wish I was born heartless, that way I won’t feel comfortable when you hugs me.
I wish I was born heartless, that way your smell won’t take my breath away.
I wish I was born heartless, that way when you kiss me I could step back.
I wish I was born heartless, that way when you want me I could say no.
I wish I was born heartless, that way I could easily go from your life before we’re getting intense.
I wish I was born heartless, that way I won’t get obsessed with you at all.
I wish I was born heartless, that way I won’t fall in love with all of you, good and bad.
I wish I was born heartless, that way I won’t getting crazy about you.
I wish I was born heartless, that way when you like slipping away from my life I could feel nothing.
I wish I was born heartless, that way I won’t wait for you at all.
I wish I was born heartless, that way your face won’t keep coming back to my mind.
I wish I was born heartless, that way when I sleep alone in my bed I won’t cry in my sleep remembering you.
I wish I was born heartless, that way I won’t dream of you in all my disturbed sleep.
I wish I was born heartless, that way I won't search for your shadows in any place possible.
I wish I was born heartless, that way I won’t miss you at all.
I wish I was born heartless, that way I won’t waste my tears wanting you.
I wish I was born heartless, that way I won’t feel anything about you.
I wish I was born heartless, that way I would never know about love.
I wish I was born heartless, but it’s just too late.

ps. demi menjawab banyak pertanyaan, ini DEFINITELY bukan tentang The X-Files. like i have nothing to think other than him deh ah.